I'm cautiously optimistic.

The randomness of life.

3 years ago I went on a date with someone.

We exchange random text messages....well randomly.
Friday night he texted me.

Told me I'm beautiful and he wants to kiss me again.


Why can't I just enjoy this?

Why can't I just accept it for what it's worth?

Why can't I trust that he wants to kiss me?

Why can't I be okay if that's all he wants?

Why can't I believe that he may just want me. That he may just find me beautful and that he may just want to kiss me.

Why can't I believe him?